Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Shiawase no Shuuchaku

http://milk.melonchannel.com/lyrics/shiawase.html
Isogi ashide akur kuro arino mure
Waracchairuga dokoni mukatte aruiterunoka?

Oreha omou. konoyono shuuchakuha
Kotaeno sakino kanashimino hate
Oreha yagate shinu sorega kowainnja nai?
Hajimatta monoha kanarazu owariga matteiru kara

Soredemo shiawasewo motomete shimaunodeshou.

Nakukotono muzukashisawo shitte
onoreno mazushiki kokorowo shiru
soshite oreha shiawaseni shuuchau shiteru

itsukaha egaomo kareru tokiga kurudeshou.

osanai tokiha tanoshikatta?
Nagerareta gimonfuga fukaku fukaku tsukisasaru
Ashiato saemo miushinatte
hibiwo kuriaeshi tadoritsuku basho.
Gimonfuno kotaemo dasenai mamade
Soshite mata shuuchakueto arukidasu

The Terminal of Happiness
Original lyrics written by Tatsurou.

A swarm of black ants, walking at a fast pace
They are laughing, but where is it that they are headed for?

I think. The terminal of this world is
At the limits of the sorrow that's beyond the answers
Will I die soon? Isn't that scary?
Because things that began are necessarily waiting for the end

And yet, I suppose that I am wishing for happiness.

I know how hard it is to cry
I know how poor is my own heart
And I am clinging to happiness

Someday, I suppose that even smiling faces will die out.

Was my childhood happy?
The question marks that I have cast pierce deeply, deeply
I lose sight of even my footprints,
Repeating my everyday as I struggle on to that place.
And unable to find even the answers to my question marks
I start advancing towards the terminal again.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

"Early Sunsets Over Monroeville"

MCR

Late dawns and early sunsets, just like my favorite scenes

Then holding hands and life was perfect, just like up on the screen

And the whole time while always giving

Counting your face among the living



Up and down escalators, pennies and colder fountains

Elevators and half price sales, trapped in by all these mountains

Running away and hiding with you

I never thought they'd get me here

Not knowing you'd change from just one bite

I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight



But does anyone notice?

But does anyone care?

And if I had the guts to put this to your head...

But would anything matter if you're already dead?

And well should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?

Before I pull this trigger,

Your eyes vacant and stained...



But does anyone notice?

But does anyone care?

And if I had the guts to put this to your head...

And would anything matter if you're already dead?

And now should I be shocked by the last thing you said?

Before I pull this trigger,

Your eyes vacant and stained...

And in saying you loved me,

Made things harder at best,

And these words changing nothing

As your body remains,

And there's no room in this hell,

There's no room in the next,

And our memories defeat us,

And I'll end this direst.



But does anyone notice?

But does anyone care?

And if I had the guts to put this to your head...

But does anything matter if you're already dead?

And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?

Before I pull this trigger,

Your eyes vacant and stained...

And in saying you loved me,

Made things harder at best,

And these words changing nothing

As your body remains,

And there's no room in this hell,

There's no room in the next,

But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?

 

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

I got drunk tonight (March24 8:29PM)

Had couple of beer and wine at Tom;s house in a party. struggled driving back home. now abosolutely drunk,, even cannot stand up right,

writing this entry is tough with a lot of mistakes.. had to correct them all the time. after finishing burning the DVD i m gonna head out with it. well maybe make a call first.


Santana - Put Your Lights On

Song - Put Your Lights On
Album - Supernatural

Hey now, all you sinners
Put your lights on, put your lights on
Hey now, all you lovers
Put your lights on, put your lights on
Hey now, all you killers
Put your lights on, put your lights on
Hey now, all you children
Leave your lights on, you better leave your lights on
Cause there’s a monster living under my bed
Whispering in my ear
There's an angel, with a hand on my head
She say I’ve got nothing to fear
There’s a darkness deep in my soul
I still got a purpose to serve
So let your light shine, into my hole
God, don’t let me lose my nerve
Lose my nerve
Hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now
Wo oh hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now
Hey now, all you sinners
Put your lights on, put your lights on
Hey now, all you children
Leave your lights on, you better leave your lights on
Because there’s a monster living under my bed
Whispering in my ear
There's an angel, with a hand on my head
She say's I’ve got nothing to fear
La ill aha ill allah
We all shine like stars
We all shine like stars
Then we fade away


Dear Lord thank you for watching me driving home safely! thank you!

PS: Sorry to make you worry for me, Furong and Fish. Thank you everybody!


In the future definitely I ll make myself sober again and then see if I can manage driving back myself.

littlelotus@21cn.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
我都不知道说什么好了,
littlelotus@21cn.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
所以我什么也没干,一直盯着屏幕等你上线
littlelotus@21cn.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
我现在心里还哆嗦呢
....too much music says:
ok i m not gonna do this again, ok?
littlelotus@21cn.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
你发誓
....too much music says:
yes
littlelotus@21cn.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
急得都要掉眼泪了


PS: found a new place for this post to survive

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

X Janpan forever

Right now I'm watching the Last Live of X in 1997.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Finally got to know Rammstein's lyrics

http://www.lyricsdomain.com/18/rammstein/
Du Hast (English Version) Lyrics

You
You have
You have me
You have asked me
You have asked me and I said nothing

Will you, till death do you part,
be loyal to her forever?

No!

Will you till the death of the cunt
love her for better and for worse?

No!


Seaman Lyrics
by Rammstein

Come in my boat
a storm is rising
and it is becoming night

Where do you want to go
so completely alone
you are drifting away

Who holds your hand
when it pulls you under

Where do you want to go
the cold sea is boundless

Come in my boat
the autumn wind holds
the sails taut

Now you are standing by the lantern
with tears in your face
the daylight falls on the side
the autumn wind sweeps the streets clear

Now you are standing by the lantern
you have tears in your face
the evening light chases away the shadows
time stands still and it becomes autumn

Come in my boat
the helmsman feels longing

Come in my boat
I was the best seaman

Now you are standing by the lantern
you have tears in your face
you take the fire from the candle
time stands still and it becomes autumn

They only spoke of your mother
only the night is so merciless
at the end I am left alone
time stands still
and I am cold


Engel (English Version) Lyrics (angel)

Live in virtue, no desire
In the grave an angel's choir
You look to heaven and wonder why
No one can see them in the sky

Just as the clouds have gone to sleep
Angels can be seen in heaven's keep
Alone in fear they question why
Goddamn not an angel when I die

Angels live, they never die
Apart from us, behind the sky
They're fading souls who've turned to ice
So ashen white in paradise

Just as the clouds have gone to sleep
Angels can be seen in heaven's keep
Alone in fear they question why
Goddamn not an angel when I die

Goddamn an angel when I die
Heaven must be hell in the sky



Three songs from them I like the most.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Heavenly-French Progressive Metal

http://www.allmusic.com/cg/amg.dll?p=amg&sql=11:hhjgtq0z9u43

Carry Your Heart

[VERS 1]
I work all day to get harder money
nothing that can make me high
drivin' a fast car I live in a castle
but tell me why I wanna die

[BRIDGE 1]
I need a miracle, spirit of my life
somewhere, someday I will find happiness
my dream today is to leave my lonelyness
but finally it's you to help me to be a better man
like a rainbow in the sky
this fairytale is mine

[CHORUS 1]
I can fly to make my life with you
climb the mountain touch the sun
and I know inside me I'm the ONE
to carry your heart ...to the stars

[SOLO]

[BRIDGE 2]
I need a miracle, spirit of my life
somewhere, someday I will find happiness
my dream today is to leave my lonelyness
but finally it's you to help me to be a better man
like a rainbow in the sky
this fairytale is mine

[CHORUS 2]
I can fly to make my life with you
climb the mountain touch the sun
and I know inside me I'm the ONE
to carry your heart ...

I can fly to make my life with you
climb the mountain touch the sun
...

I can fly to make my life with you
climb the mountain touch the sun
and I know inside me I'm the ONE
to carry your heart ...
carry it for our life
OH to carry your heart to the stars